Wednesday, December 7, 2011

To PhD or not to PhD

Ugh, I want to go back to high school when the guidance counselor said "If you go to college then you can get a job anywhere!" BULLSHIT! I have been in school for 21 years, TWENTY ONE YEARS!!! I did the high school thing, I have a BS in Political Science, I'm finishing my MA in American Studies, and have ZERO job prospects due to many factors. The main factor is that I choose a field that I enjoyed studying. That is what I was TOLD TO DO! I was told to go into a field that I would love to due so that my career would be fun and enjoyable!!! So now I had a good time learning about a field I love but that there is no way I will be able to get a job in. I'm not saying I'm unqualified I worked really hard at school, I have a 3.89 GPA, I've presented at conferences in the US and in Europe.

Now, after $75,000.00 in student loans, that I have no idea how I will be able to pay back, I have to face the choice of either going to continue my education and get a Doctorate or not. The pros include a slightly better chance at getting a job and possibly a job as a professor at a university. The cons involve not getting a job and having over $100,000.00 in student loans. That doesn't include the cost it would take to move to the PhD program I got into (anywhere in any of the 50 states). Starting ones life over again in a new town where you know no one would also be a strain.

I'd love to sign my name with a PhD. at the end of it but there is a lot to consider. This is one of many problems people my age are facing. Chalk it up to another Quarter Life Crisis issue.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Three Days No Sleep

I haven't slept in three days. It's not because I'm trying to prove anything but the way my schedule played out from Monday night to Thursday (as of right now) I have yet to sleep. I'm really, really ready for bed. Sometimes this is the price you pay for a Graduate degree, money to pay for your apartment and car (as well as the "little" things a.k.a. food). I'm looking forward to the ballet on Sunday, the Nutcracker, my sister is performing and Lynne (the roomie) and I have free tickets. The one thing I have learned in life is that if you get a free pass to any type of "art" then one should take it. It's like we are Julia Roberts in "Pretty Woman" and Richard Gere is taking us to the opera...except we're not red heads, hookers, L.A. residents...we're blonde/brunettes, grad/phd students, & PA residents...

Going to bed

K